Selective loneliness

It's late and I'm in bed,it's this time of the day I keep thinking the most..Loneliness is great being lonely is not,as we grow older we choose to isolate ourselves and become more and more preserved..I feel like it's the same feeling as when you're a teenager that nobody understands you but with an essence of acceptance!I feel like I can't communicate or be understood and I'm fine with it,I have accepted it and I'd rather say nothing because I know I won't be able to communicate so I just don't care to even try! Who cares honestly to understand me or whatever I'm feeling, possibly I don't care to be understood.So there you have a selective loneliness that you speak with yourself but is it enough? Sometimes it is but there's times ppl need to talk to others and share their thoughts that way they become richer,an input on a brilliant idea or thought possibly means everything, because it can be lost on our endless thoughts and loops in your head!
Goodnight to everyone except Trump and his supporters x